By Kim Downey
Drive to the hospital. Give a sigh. Take a right into the lot
Go to valet parking. Give them your keys. Take a ticket
Walk into the cancer center. Give them your destination. Radiation Oncology. Take your temperature
Turn to the reception desk. Give them your license/destination. Radiation Oncology. Take a sticker
Proceed to the elevator. Give a masked smile. Take 2 lefts then a right to Radiation Oncology
Pass JC and Sue. Give a greeting. Take 2 rights and enter the changing room
Grab a hospital gown from the shelf. Give a sigh. Take your clothes off on top
Find an empty locker. Give your purse and clothes temporary shelter. Take the key
Sit and wait. Give a nod to another cancer patient. Take a few deep breaths
Proceed to the treatment room. Give up your hospital gown. Take a small towel to cover yourself
Lie down on the treatment table. Give your name and date of birth. Take the towel off the right side
Put your arms overhead. Turn your face. Give a sigh. Take a deep breath and “Hold it..Hold it..Hold it..”
Stand up. Give a thank you and “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Take the hospital gown again
Fetch your clothes. Give up the gown and key. Take your purse
Return to valet parking. Give them the ticket. Take your car back home
Drive to the hospital. Five days a week. For a month
Give a look at your skin turning dark brown and patchy. Take some smelly ointment and rub it all over
Your last day! Give thanks. Take the completion certificate. Hope you never have to come back
A month later. Another MRI. Give your name and date of birth. Take a deep breath and hold it…
Cancer again. Surgery again. Radiation again
Lie down on the treatment table. Give your name and date of birth. Take the towel off the left side…
Put your arms overhead. Turn your face. Give thanks